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"New beginnings are often disguised as painful endings"

 - Lao Tzu

INTRO

Life is hard. On its journey, we will face good times and bad times, seasons of growth and seasons of death, seasons of change and seasons of waiting for change. We will grapple with what it means to be alive and what it means to return to the dust of the ground. We will find ourselves planted, like flowering trees, and uprooted, left to slow and inevitable decay – over and over. It is a cycle, an ever-evolving mixture of life, death, rebirth, and reorientation.

 

This website, Skins of Dirt and Dust, is meant to be an examination of life’s muddled nature – a consideration of how beginnings and endings are sometimes the same, and an exploration of what it’s like to live as a human in this world. Skins of Dirt and Dust is an acknowledgement that we are two parts of one whole – an ever-shifting amalgamation of all the growth, decay, grit, and toil that have shaped us.

 

The idea of this website was born from my own life experiences. Over the course of my life thus far, I have traversed hard and painful things. I have wrestled with the rising and sinking of impactful events, and I’ve been shaped by the process of that erosion and accretion over time. I’ve been battered by life, but also planted, and I’ve come to realize that sometimes hard earth must be tilled before seeds can prosper.

 

In this way, Skins of Dirt and Dust is both an anthem and a requiem. It is a place of reflection – both for me, and for you. It is an opportunity to hear some of my stories and think about some of your own. It is an invitation to look at things a little differently – not just as hardships or tragedies, but as the beginnings of a gradual rebirth.

INTRO
Life is but an exploration of our

SKINS OF DIRT AND DUST

ABOUT

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by Alexis Aulepp

This website was created in April 2020*, when Alexis Aulepp was a graduating senior at the University of Michigan in Ann Arbor, MI. She graduated with a BA in Communication and Media and a Minor in Writing from the Sweetland Center for Writing.​ Visit her About page for more information about her life and writing endeavors.

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*Unless otherwise specified, all writing and photography on this website are produced by Alexis Aulepp.

ABOUT

ESSAYS

The death of a loved one can be hard for anyone to deal with, but grief is especially difficult for the very young. For Alexis, this was the untimely death of her grandmother when she was eight years old.

How long can our body stay battlefield before it's time to give up the fight? For Alexis, this question has been one of many in her ongoing battle with benign breast tumors known as fibroadenomas.

The COVID-19 pandemic disrupted normal societal function for billions worldwide. For Alexis, this change was most keenly felt in the alteration of her senior year of college.

Singleness can be both a blessing and a curse, depending on one's outlook. For Alexis, it has been a journey of hope, heartbreak, and beautiful uncertainty.

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POEMS
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POEMS & MUSINGS

The poems and musings in each category (linked below) are each related to one of the themes of the essays (linked above). They go in order of the essays, one for each essay topic. Of note, the poems and musings are not necessarily related to the specific story covered in the essays, nor are they always related to each other (across The Death, The Reckoning, and The Rebirth) or to my real life. That said, I hope they offer some perspective on perspective and the evolving nature of these themes & events in our lives.

THE DEATH
THE RECKONING
THE REBIRTH

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